“STOOPPP!!! Hold right there, don’t jump”, I dashed to his direction with all the speed God has given me. The man looks at me with such confusion in his eyes. I instantly pulled him away but I lost my balance.
We bumped on the floor while he was lying above me. Our lips has collided each other . All of the sudden, my face turned all red. I pushed him away as my heartbeat drove me crazy.
“NO!!”, I screamed rolling sideways.
“Bagg!”, a sound resonated throughout my room as I fell on the floor.
“Ugh! That hurts. Of all the nightmares I could dream. I surely picked a lousy one. And falling into the floor, am I a kid?”
I muttered as I stood up, touching my lips as the scene reenacts inside my head. My face has turned completely crimson red as though my blood is poking its way out.
“What am I getting all worked up for? God, this is getting annoying”
Tapping my with both hands, I have awakened my post-dozing state .Things have been confusing since that day. It has been a week since that perverted bastard, Rei, transferred into our school. Well, nothing big happened since then.
I do bump into him during break in one way or the other. I try not to initiate a talk, but his radiating smile have always been heating me up. I can’t help it when I get all worked up and act weird, I don’t have a choice but to turn away as my face gets all red and hot..
I hope things would just be as it is. But, the more I try to fool myself, the more I crave for him, as though I want to own him. This is becoming alarming, the resolve I had persevered for the past two years are slowly perishing.
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“Oi! Haruka!!”
The sun was mildly peeping from the cloudy sky. I was on my way when Mitsu called be from behind as I headed to school. She was waving her hands, probably asking me to wait for her. She caught up pretty fast as she opened up a conversation.
“Hey, Haruka! Have you heard the rumors? It’s about the new transferred student. Apparently, he’s seen kissing someone in the rooftop. It’s said that it was a week ago – more or less”
Mitsu excitedly explained the situation as I slowly petrifies myself in deep disbelief and worry.
There could have been no way that somebody else is in the rooftop. Maybe someone was looking at us from the old building opposite to ours.
Though the exact situation is different, the outcome was the same, a kiss. A rumor’s power is limitless. It can grow and vary everytime, only expressing what’s seen in the physical eye. It’s another nemesis.
That’s why I can’t allow it. Some way or another, I need to find a way to end this rumor. If it’s found out, not just I will lose my position as a secretary, I will also lose everyone’s impression that I’m a an hater.
“That bastard Rei, how much suffering and and confusion is he going to give me?”
“Real-ly? Wh-o was with hi-m?”
I asked to confirm how much she have known as I stammer my words. I tried to hide my trembling hands at my back, and my trembling knees bended under my skirt.
“Well, that’s all that I know. Maybe others know who that lucky person is! Should we ask who’s seen them?”
“You know, we shouldn’t be butting into someone else’s business. It’s not even proved if the rumor was true. Let’s just have it as it is. It has nothing to do with us afterall”
“Geez, that’s a Man hater for you”
Mitsu pouted as she complains. It’s good that this talk haven’t gone too far. Either ways, I needed to change the subject.
“By the way, I haven’t seen Chii today. Is she sick or what?”
I asked, trying to change the subject. I’m glad that it’s Mitsu I’m talking with. She easily falls for others pace, hardly realizing things on her own.
“I think she went ahead already. She wasn’t at her house when I picked her up.”
“I see, let’s go ahead then”
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I transferred to a school called Hidegaoka High School. It was a sudden decision made by my parents as they plan to move for business matters. It’s not that I’m against it or something. After all, any complaints are pointless.
Well, it’s not a bad idea, I hardly have friends after all. People just look at me as “The young master of Takahashi Company.”. People I called friends were company associates of my parents. And yet, they befriended me because they were asked to do so.
I was sick and grown tired of it. Everyone always greeted me with a smile, but they all wore masks; never to show their true selves. I can barely count with my fingers the people who knows me as Rei, not as “Reichiro the Heir of Takahashi Company”.
As I set forth in my new home, I saw a group of students laughing, teasing and enjoying each other’s company. then I wondered, if I will be able to laugh, to tease and to enjoy as hard as they can. So I decided to study in a commoner’s school, hoping that I would be able to alter the fate I have.
But nothing has changed. Even if I transferred in a school where I am a stranger, it was the same. It still feels empty. I wonder, maybe that living a life that I wanted will be a forever delusion.
I was really down. I don’t even have someone to talk to. It’s good that the rooftop was a good place to cheer myself. There were birds flying freely in the sky. I wish I was as free as them, doing all the things they wanted to do.
I spread my hands. I can feel the wind passing through me as I feel the cold breeze of the wind. And then a girl came, grabbed me; we fall and we kissed.
It was the first time someone screamed and hit me. It was the first time someone called me pervert and arrogant. I was happy. It might seem pathetic to anyone, but she saved me from my loneliness, she freed me.
The next moment, she seemed to be my classmate. I was really overjoyed. To think that the person who saved me is my classmate, I might really explode from happiness.
I always looked at her. She has a mature masculine character and yet, a very feminine attitude. She always looked serious, having no sign of smiles during lessons. She just amuses me to no end.
I want to know know her better, to be close to her. I just don’t know how things will work out. But I do know one thing, I knew I love her.
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The class has finally ended. I haven’t had any contact with him today. He must be doing some stuff in his own. Well, not that I care, but I feel a little down.
I am on my way to the student council room today. Well, the school fest is in two weeks so I bet the room is in a fiery battlefield. I opened the room and I wasn’t wrong. There was an intense atmosphere covering the entire area.
The president, Kenjiro Hoshida, was running back and forth as he caries bulks of papers. He’s from class 3-A. He’s a nice and composed man, making me unable to hate him as the rest of the filthy men.
Then there was a voice yelling. It was Saiko Hidemoto, yelling over the telephone as she talks over some complaints from some clubs. She’s from class 3-A along with the president. With her long and straight silky hair and her innocent face where a hideous beast actually dwells, I admire her.
The rest in the room was as pale as a corpse. It might have been due to stress and the pressure alongside . One would say that the student council’s job is not a child’s play. Someone held my legs.
“Haruka… can you hand this over to the librarian? She is the one in charge for the book exhibit, we need her to approve this proposal then.” I was shocked as I saw Mai Sonohana. She’s just a regular member of the student council. Since I have done my works at home, I just have to help them some members with the work.
I headed to the library as I was asked to. It was located at the highest floor of the main building so only a few student would come and read. Moreover, when I came, there was not a single sign of existence.
“She must have some works to do. I guess I need to wait for her”, I seated at the chair in other side of the librarian’s desk where it is not easily seen from the door. I have waited for 5 minutes, then 10 minutes and then 15 minutes until I have slept.
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There’s a strange rumor that I’ve kissed someone in the rooftop. Thanks to that, the girls became agitated as wild beast waiting to devour its prey. Some would come after me, affirming the case; some would come after me blindly.
“Rei, Wait for me!!”, a flock of women are running after me right after the class has ended. I planned to go after Haruka but this has happened, thanks to that talking to Haruka is as hopeless as getting my way out of them. I ran helplessly tier by tier .
I am at the highest floor of the building, exhausted to death. The girls are still persistently coming after me. I was at the hallway when I ended up losing them. It’s not certain that they will cease coming after me. I should somehow hide somewhere safe.
“Should I head to the rooftop? But once they found me out, I have no other choice but jump. Or, maybe here”, I saw a room at the end of the hallway. It was not too outstanding and you can lock yourself there. That’s the place.
I hurriedly entered the room. Unexpectedly, it was silent. It was a library, with no one around.
“I guess it’s good to hide here. Sorry for the intrusion!”, I headed to the rear back of the floor and hide in between shelves. I waited for some moment until I get out, but I was obviously exhausted. I have dozed off in just a little while.
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It was dark. I could only see the the beam of light from the moon coming from the window. I remembered I was supposed to hand over this proposal to the librarian.
“Whoa!! I have slept for quite a while. Damn, I haven’t given this proposal to Ms. Irukawa yet.”, I mumbled as I carried my bag and tried to leave the place. The door was locked from inside. I don’t remember locking it. Someone must have come and locked it already.
I turned the doorknob clockwise as I heard a tingling sound as I unlocked it. I hurriedly pushed the knob but it won’t bulge. I tried pulling harder but it shows the same result. It’s as though I’m locked from the outside.
“What the heck is this door’s problem! Hey! Is someone there?Please open up the door!”, I yelled continuously. I was persistent to get out as soon as possible. Any excess minutes here adds a pile of worries for my mom. And yet, my phone is as good as dead.
I was about to give up yelling when I heard a voice coming from my back. I could probably think of it as a ghost, but it was far too familiar for a ghost. It’s him.
“Who’s that annoying girl screaming like crazy? What a lousy thing to wake me up.”, the voice said from the back as the sound comes closer. I turned around and saw him, Rei. Our eyes have expanded, showing a sign of surprise. Even in dim light, I can recognize it’s him.
I turned on the lights to confirm – and I wasn’t wrong. He was in his way out between the shelves. He seemed rather calm, despite this situation. I don’t know if it frustrates me seeing how calm he is or maybe it’s envy.
“Why are you just standing up for? Come and help me.”, I ordered him.
“Is that how you ask for favor? You should say ‘Please your Highness Rei, help me!’, right?”, he said as he smirks again. He really is having fun teasing me, even in this kind of situation. He’s the worst.
“No thanks! You are permitted to stay and rot in this place!”, I couldn’t control my temper and continued yelling and knocking. My pace becomes slower as I consume much of the energy left in my body. I became hopeless and started crying out of nowhere.
“Here”, Rei offered a hankie as he sits next to me. I accepted it and wiped my tears. I admit, with him around, I had calmed and tried to rely on him.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry for what happened on the rooftop and for the strange rumor going on. It must be inconvenient for you”, he said apologetically as looks at the floor..
“No, it was my fault. Concluding things and getting you involved in my stupid acts.”, I yelled, as though as I want to take full responsibility for what happened. We continued talking about many things. I told him everything about me – about my family and about how a manhater I am. He also told me the situation he is now – the way people acts indifferent towards him.
“Wow, that’s quite a resolve. But you know, you shouldn’t blame what happened to your family to men. Not all men are like that, I know you have realized it yourself. Afterall, you are partly responsible too.”, he said in a deep and calm voice.
“You’re one to talk. Not all people have the guts to say ‘Hello, can I be your friend’ especially you who seems to be highly acknowledged. In situations like this, you should be the one to initiate. Maybe lots of people wants to be friends with you, they just don’t know how to approach you”
I looked at him as he looked at me. Silence has once again covered the room as we stare at each other’s eyes. He held my face as I give no resistance to him, like I’m inviting him to go on. My heart was beating loudly as I think of what was about to happen.
“Is anyone here? Please respond!”, a sudden voice broke our moment. When I realized it, he was holding my face and our lips have almost brushed each other. Once again, I completely turned red and pulled him away. He was frozen cold, maybe out of dismay, so I ended up responding to the voice.
“We’re here! Please open up the door! Please!”, I begged.
“Okay, please wait a moment”
there was a metal sound ticking. It must have been a key unlocking the padlock outside, presumably. Shortly afterward, the door have opened up. It was the guard carrying a flashlight probably roaming around the building.
He probably noticed the open lights here and decided to check things out. It was good that he came when it’s not yet too late. However, he was looking at us with a weird expression in his face.
“Why are you guys here? You’re not doing anything funny, are you?”, the guard asked as he continued to give us a weird gaze.
“We’ve done nothing, got it? The reason why I was locked inside is because I was waiting for Ms. Irukawa to hand over these papers. As for him, that’s what I do not know”, funny thing is, we’ve talked about things including our personal lives but we have actually forgotten to ask why we’re here.
“I was chased by some weird student later this afternoon, and I ended up hiding here. You might have seen the ruckus going around then. And wait, aren’t you partly responsible for locking us inside without checking?”, that’s Rei, he still keeps his calm in this situation and even got the favor out of the conversation.
“Well, this place is hardly used by students so I assumed that no one’s here.”, the guard, who was looking at us with a weird expression earlier is now getting cornered, as cold sweats keeps flowing down from his face.
“Well, because of that, you have involved students who should be at home right now. Well, I’ve got a deal, let’s just forget everything – we weren’t locked. It’s not good when rumors circulate the school right?”, he said as the guard confines himself in deep thought. Finally the guard speaks up.
“Not a word from you either. If you happen to tell anyone about this, I won’t hold back to tell the whole truth.”, it was reassuring on how the things have settled.
“I’ll walk you home, girl. It’s not good to let you walk alone in the streets at this time of the day”, the guard offered. I was about to accept his offer when Rei interrupted.
“Are you sure about that? We have done quite a trouble for you and leaving the school might not be a good idea. I’ll walk her home.”, Rei said as he grabbed my arm and started walking. His hands were warm. It was quite bigger than mine too. I actually didn’t realize that he was still holding my hands not until somebody gave us a sweet gaze.
“Get off your hand from me, you pervert!”, I pulled my hand as I turned my head away from him. He smirked at me again, as I looked at his happy smile. He really likes teasing me.
“Wow, that was quite long before you take of your hand. And here I was, thinking if you actually liked holding hands with me”, he continued smirking as he puts up a happy smile. We continued walking as I realize, it’s just a corner away from my house. I couldn’t help but think if he has gone quite a place far away from his house. He’s new here and he might get lost.
“I’m fine here. You know your way back home right? Sorry for the trouble”, I said as I walked alone. He should be heading home now, and he did.
“Well, my home is in this way too. Sorry to disappoint you”, he walked with me with a teasing look in his eyes. I don’t know if he was bluffing or not but if he is, he’s a big idiot coming this far.
“I’m home. You can go ahead now, bye!”
“Won’t you even let me in, and offer some coffee?”
“I said bye, you idiot! Maybe next time.”
He was a good company tonight. If he wasn’t there, I might end up spending the night alone in the library. I have pondered into lot of stuffs a lot of things about me, about him, about us. And I came to realize, that I am slowly changing thoughts.